Friday, May 30, 2008
My Brother, Julian
My Siblings
by Julian Chong
In this story, I am going to write about my siblings, Joanne and Roxanne, my two sisters.
First, I am going to talk about Joanne. She is 16 years old. She studys at SMK Puteri Ampang. She like Math.
She has long hair. She is about **kg. Her best friend is Phoebe. She is very emotional. She sometimes get really mad at me but she still loves me.
Next, I am going to write about my other sister, Roxanne. She is 14 years old. She studys at SMK Puteri Ampang. Her favourite subject is Math.
She has long hair. She is about 46kg. She has sneezing problem. She is a little thin. She normallys keep scolding me.
So this is almost all the information about my both siblings. And I love them every much.
Ain't this sweet ? Or stupid. Written by my not-so-little brother. He is 10 years old only so don't blame for the grammatical errors. Nothing has been changed except the **. It's a secret. xP I made my brother write an essay about his siblings and this is the best he could come up with. lol xD Nevermind. Little boy ma. Well anyways, I'm gonna post somemore. I have lots to post. So... wait up! Chill first~ lol xD
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11:30 PM
Tags : Doubled
I got TAGGED by Karyan twice! And yes Adam tooo. :D Okies.. Adam's taggy is 8 and Karyan's taggy is 6. So I'm gonna do 7 ! xD
7 things I am passionate about :
1. Money xD
2. Music
3. Family, friends, relationships, etc.
4. Jokes and lots of laughters
5. Interact ! I'm faithful interactor prepared to play my part~
6. Having fun~
7. Not studying. Haha xP
7 things I say too often :
1. Shit
2. Ohh
3. Oh my god
4. What the..
5. Aiyo
6. Huh
7. I'm boreeeed
7 books I've read recently :
1. Shopaholic & Sis
2. Biology
3. Chemistry
4. Sejarah
5. Komsas
6. Literature
7. Forgot larh. Most of the books I've listed was because.. the exams just finished. lol
7 songs I could listen to over and over again :
1. Take a Bow - Rihanna
2. There's Nothing - Sean Kingston & Paula DeAnda
3. Say It Again - Marie Digby
4. Yesterday - Leona Lewis
5. Beauty of Walking Away - Marie Digby
6. Feelings Show - Colbie Caillat
7. Next To You - Jordin Sparks
7 things I learnt from the past year :
1. Don't study last minute! lol
2. Study hard and play hard as well! xD
3. Sex hurts ! Science class la! Don't think the other way..
4. THAT WOMAN is a freaking beyotch. :)
5. Sejarah is a good bedtime story.
6. Sunblock is very important during sport season. xP
7. Don't get your hopes too high.
7 people to tag :
None. Save the tag surveys, save the world.
Second tag! By Karyan, again.
Rules:
- The tag victim has to come out with 8 different points about his/her crush or perfect lover. Whichever applies.
- Gender... Optional
- Tag 8 other victims and leave a comment on their blogs.
- If you're tagged a 2nd time, there is no need to repeat this again.
- Lastly, HAVE FUN doing it!
1. Smart + good looking, please. It's not impossible k! I found one like that! lol xD
2. Romantic, please. But not too much until I get goosebumps larh. haha xD
3. Loves me for who I am :D
4. Will be with me no matter what and gives me the feeling of being protected
5. Someone I can talk to just about anything
6. Understanding, caring and everything else larh.. lazy list out xP
7. Someone who doesn't control me cuz.. I hate it. (:
8. Does not enjoy dirty dancing unless I'm doing it. LOL xD
Erm.. preferably a guy, please. Unless really none exists then I am forced to turn to the other side. lol xD
I tag no one. And again.. save the tag surveys, save the world. :D I'm totally with you, Mel! :)
Anyways.. sorry fot not posting much lately. Erm I'll try to update as soon as possible so.. sabar. Haha. I've been busy. Like I said, right ? Yeap.. IU is coming! I'm totally up for it! But.. no stress. Just chill and take it easy~ Or not something surely will go wrong. So.. gotta go peeps. I'll try to post as soon as possible! So wait. See ya~
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10:09 PM
Sunday, May 25, 2008
Tags : Ahhh
LOL.. on the phone. Hahaha xDOh I forgot to mention in my previous post.. if ya'll want any pictures, ask me in MSN. I'll send it over! Oh yeah.. I had my really weally long sleep. 12 hours ++. These few days I've only had 4 hours of sleep. Not enough! I slept pretty long yesterday and I get to recover back all the time that I've missed. That was the longest date. Hahahaha xD Anyways, I've got tagged. By Adam the babi. Hahahaha xD So here it goes..
Part 1: On the outside
Name: Joanne Chong
Date of Birth: 15 October 1992
Current Status: So busy with life that I'm still single. xP
Hair Colour: Black. Sometimes a lil brown. I never dye before!
Righty or Lefty: Righty
Zodiac Sign: Libra
Part 2: On the Inside
Your Heritage: Chinese, Indian, Vietnamese, Thai. You believe ar ? lol
Your Fear: Being left out.
Part 3: Yesterday, Today & Tomorrow
Your thoughts first waking up: Wait.. 5 more minutes!
Bedtime: Very random. These days ar.. 1- 2 am. Yesterday 11.00pm.
Your most missed memory: Loads.
Part 4: Your Pick
Pepsi or Coke: Both aso mau. haha
Single or Group Dates: Depends..
Adidas or Nike: Both aso can ;)
Lipton Tea or Nestea: Erm Lipton..
Part 5: Do You...
Smoke: Nopeee. Never will!
Curse: Yeaaaap. haha
Drink : Once. See la who wanna ajak me out then I'll go for it ?
Part 7: Have You Ever?
Played a stripping game: Noooo. No way!
Changed who you were to fit in: Yeahh.. sort of. But now.. I just don't care.
Part 8: Age
You're hoping to be married: Once I finished studying and settled my career. After 25 ?
Part 9: In A Guy/Girl
Best eye colour: Any colour pun boleh.. but i love BLUE! :DD
Hair colour: Any colour pun boleh.
Short or long hair: Preferably short for a guy.
Part 10: What Were You Doing?
1 minute ago: On the phone.
1 hour ago: Online-ing..
1 month ago: Breathing..
Part 11: Finish The Sentences
I love : Eating, sleeping and having fun!
I miss : someone.
I need : Some fish food before more fish dies!
Part 12: Tag
No one. Save the tag surveys, save the world. Right Melissa ? lol..
List out 5 presents you wish for your upcoming birthday
1. Laptop! Sony Vaio, please. :)
2. Camera. Super duper slim, please. More than 8 mega-pixel, please. ^^
3. A peaceful and relaxing day.
4. People not to piss me off.
5. Actually I don't know. So.. err.. you figure it out yourself la. lol
I'm done with the taggie! Can can can ? I tag no one. I agreed with Melissa. We gotta save the tag surveys! Save the world! Who is with us ? Hahaha xD Gotta go now. So.. seeeee ya! :DD
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2:14 PM
Lateee Possst
Ok I'm gonna update about last week. Sorry a bit late. You know lah I'm lazy ma. Haha. Well here it goes......
Wednesday & Thursday
Preparing for IU! But.. pose for a while can right ? hahahaha xD
Whoa.. check Nabila Huda out! ;)
Oh yes.. we each got a free rose from a sweet boy from the school next door. Such a sweetheart. Too bad he is still young! He looks like he is.. 13 or 14. Awww.. too bad! xP
Kak Ann.. erm.. measuring ?
Rose.. we kept peeling the petals.. hahaha xD
Friday (Teachers' Day)
Deidre and Cheah Ming singing~
Us performing 'Rock n Roll is Here to Stay' from the movie, Grease.
The Amazing Race! I've been working my ass off for the Amazing Race for a couple weeks and I'm glad it turned out well! Phew~ Teachers loved it and I'm relived that it's over! Haha xD This is one of the tasks.. Cik Aishah and Ann Teh doing the Umbrella dance! hahaha
Fishhhhh! Out of 30 fishes that we're supose to use for the Amazing Race.. only 15 survived on that day. Now ? Left only 7! zomg
Dead fish! Argggggh! xP
Saturday (Chinese Society's Lian Huan Hui)
The models.. Why ya'll look so emo ? lol
Me with some black rose!
With the seniors and En Yus~I'm just gonna talk about Saturday since I forgot what happen on other days. Haha. I know I'm forgetful. Haha. One thing's for sure, I'm prepared to fail my test! Hahaha. Well anyways, Saturday eh ? Erm let's see. The thing starts at 9 but.. I woke up 10 minutes before 9. :D I reached school around 9+++ lah and I went to look for the models. Then I surprised Micha after she finish her mc. She was sooo happy, right ? And she gave me a big big hug! Miss those huggies! ;) And then met Adam (Atom) and we watched the show. No offense but it was kinda.. boring. I was dreaming the whole time. I only watched Fashion Show. :DD After Fashion Show ran around.
Oh yeah sorry for peck dain-ing you Adam! Sorry! You should come running around with me! lol.. After running around, chat with some seniors. Most of them didn't come. :( But they said they're coming for IU! :DDD Yay! hahaha xD This year I'm gonna call the seniors! Call as in the telephone call! So gooood right ? But... my phone bill kesian a bit. Nevermind la. Sacrifice! Hahaha.. Well anyways, the installation of the new board. Oh well. Erm I ain't so sure about some of the posts though. Especially that very one post.. ya'll know why. But hey! Everyone else agreed with me! lol.. Anyways, I reached home and I start reading my Shopaholic book. Damn funny larrr. Hahaha.
This holidays I'm gonna be a little busy so I'll try my best to update. I'll be super busy on the first week. But I'll be quite free on the second week though. Anyone wanna ask me out ? Hahaha. I know.. no one. :( Haha. Well I'm gonna change my blogskin. Still picking. Soo... be patient. Haha. Gotta go. Seeeeeee ya! : DD
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12:59 PM
Friday, May 23, 2008
Patience is NOT my Virtue
Exams are over! Wheee~ And the holidays are here! Double wheeeee~ Well I have like gazillion things to update about. But... maybe in the next post laaaa. So, wait patiently. Patience is a virtue though is not one of my virtues. HAHA. Anyways, I've started reading Shopaholic & Sister! Just today! It's the last book for me to read in Shopaholic series! I know, I know.. technically Shopaholic & Baby is last.. but I read that wan already. So this book is the last for me!
Well the book is friggin' nice. =) Go read la. All Shopaholic book memang pun niceeeee~ Boys can read too! ;) Muahahaha xD Anyways.. there's some things I wanna do this holidays but don't know free enough to do... Here's my list.
1. Finish up Shopaholic & Sister ASAP! And moreeee books! I read fast so no worries! ;)
2. Cut hair!
3. Change blogskin. I'm getting tired of it.. xD
4. Finish up the 3 (or is it 4) karangan. omg
5. Make sure the fishies don't die~ lol
6. Shopping!
7. Dating with my bed not on my bed! xD
8. I wanna say eat but.. I gotta lose weight before IU. xD
9. IU Day preparation~
10. IU Day preparation~!!!!!!
Not a lot of things to do though.. But.. I'll spend more time for IU. :D I'm loyal to Interact Club! :D ~I'm faithful interactor prepared to play my part~ This IU is gonna rock, I know it will. C'mon.. it's RETRO. So I'm hoping many people will come! JuYi my dearest.. coming ? Please say yes! xD More info will be posted up in the upcoming post and my new blogskin. So.... sabar lah. Patience is a virtue, people! lol
While being home during the holidays I'm gonna have some company~ I have about 12 new pals to accompany me. Yeap that's them up there. 18 died. How upsetting. So only 12/30 survived. Whoa. I'm gonna be staring at them when I'm bored. Hehe. Or when I'm bored I can just go change their water. See I'm so good to my 12 new pals. Hehe.
Anyways, I'll post about a gazillion things in the next post ok ? So..... sabar lah. Hahaha. What have ya'll learn from this post ? To be patient. Why ? Because patience is a virtue. So be patient laaa. Muahahaha xD Seeee ya~
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10:36 PM
Monday, May 19, 2008
Another Weekend
I was bored so I went out yesterday. It's been a looong time since I went out with mommy. Really looong. Firstly, we went to see houses at Ukay Perdana! Near Yi En's house. My parents enjoy going house-hunting ma. The houses there are niceeeee. If really buy a house there, I'll be going to Yi En's house more often! Hahaha xD
The show houses. Niceeee lar inside.
Dining table. Classy~
Pebbles~!
In the small, small toilet with a big, big mirror! There's a ribbon tied up to the toilet bowl. I don't know why. Hmm.
After house-hunting, went to Pavillion! Too bad my cousin doesn't work there anymore or not we'll be giving him a big big surprise! Hahaha..
In Springfield dressing room~ i loveee this tank top
This baju really weally niceeee!
The mirror very.. erm bright ? Ya know.. all the lights..
Beads! (:
Joanne~
After window shopping, we went for a movieeeee! Happy gila.. haha xD And the movie was the Chronicles of Narnia : Prince Caspian! Sorry to disappoint ya'll! Hardly go out with my mom so.. had to watch that movie. But I'll tell you what. It's awesome! Hahahaha xD
Tadaaaaa~ Everyone looked much better in this movie. Especially that dude who plays Peter! His name is William Mosely! He looks much hotter in this movie! Can drooool larh~ xD
Reached home about 9 something. Whoaaa. And had a late night snack, McD. I'm gonna be fat. FAT! Wait.. I'm already fat. So I'm gonna be FATTER! Muahaha xD Gotta go now. Add Maths tomorrow. Haven't study. Seee ya~Last spotted at
11:40 AM
Sunday, May 18, 2008
You, My Friend
This pic really cool la wei~ I know it's late. But whatever like I care. So I was looking at people's blog.. and I was inspired to blog about it. Because that person made me realized what was important and what's not. So I think, think, and think. Well, thank you for making me realized how stupid I was.
Well, first of all. Thank you, my dearest junior, Jesse. I know you sayang me and I really sayang you too. You better blush! xD Sayang this naughty junior! Thank you to that 'someone' in my chat box. I don't know who you are, but thanks. Thank you very very muchie. Kar Yan too! Thank you! : D Thanks Wens and Phoebs for consoling me these days. And keeping my anger to the minimum! lol xD And last, this person I won't forget wan, hor Babi ? Haha. He is my sei di di, Adam! Your a good di di, babi and an asshole. Haha. No worries your not alone too! ;)
I will change but will you ? I came across these few quotes. Read it. If you still care, SMS me. I don't care must sms. :D If you don't just let it be then.
"A good friend is hard to find, hard to lose, and impossible to forget..."
submitted by a person named Joanne. Not joking! Serious! Someone did submit that quote and it's not me! xD
Let's just forget about everything larh. I'm sick of being emo. If I'm gonna be emo somemore, I might as well kill myself. So if you don't want me to be emo (I know you don't) so SMS me. I don't care it's a must. :D Unless you don't care at all la. You decide.
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1:27 AM
Friday, May 16, 2008
Shit Happens
I'm gonna rant so be prepared. Oh yeah, shit does happen. But mostly, to me. Everything is just so shitty these days. I really feel like slapping people at times. The exams were like shit. I'm being treated like some fcking shit. People enjoy pissing me off, apparently. My hormones are killing me and I'm emotionally unstable. Everything is going wrong. Nothing is going my way. Wht th fck is wrong with th world ? Fck the world.The fcking exams were shitty. But like I care, it's only mid year. So I won't give a damn about it. I'm being treated like some fcking shit and people are pissing me off. You know, someone once said there's always a bitch inside every girl. Some people just can't keep it to themselves. Please, keep your innerbitch to yourself. As if the world needs more of it. Ya know people are accusing me of some stupid shit and scolding their asses off because of some stupid shit. These stupid shit are nothing more but stupid shit, okay ? So don't make a big fuss about it. And save your breath so you don't have to scold your asses off.
Shall I continue my hatred towards this miserable world ? Let's see. Life is unfair. Yes, we all know that. And that's why shit happens. A lot. Wht th fck. Can't a girl get some rest from all these shits ? Oh wait.. I'm already being treated like some fcking shit so why the hell would anyone care ? I give every fck I could but what do I get ? Being treated like some fcking shit. The worst part about being treated like some shit, is others gets to be the princess who gets whatever fck she likes. Oh well, what can I say ? They do enjoy being in the limelight, so who am I to stop them ? I'm just some fcking shit, remember. They are happiest people on Earth. They get whatever fck they like. They get to steal without facing consequences. Well, I hate people who steals. Stealing in any way. As long as they're stealing they're just another fcker.
Sorry for this shitty post. It's full of vulgarites and that's also because I'm pissed. Fcking pissed. Since no one cares to listen about my shitty feelings, I might as well blogged about it. Not because I wants attention. I don't crave for attention like some people. Just because no one give a fck about me why not, right ? Oh well, fck th world. People are bitches and assholes at times. You, me and everyone. No one needs it all the time okay ? So keep your innerbitch to yourself. As if the world hasn't got enough of them. Right, Ju Yi ?
Sorry but I'm emotionally unstable and yes I'm aware of that. Enough of ranting, I need some ice cream. Di, accompany jie go eat ice cream ? Sigh. I need to chill. Hopefully three days would be enough.
Last spotted at
5:14 PM
Saturday, May 10, 2008
Titiwangsa : My Reward, I think
Exams makes me sad. I have to rush all my syllabus and and finish up all my homework to hand it in. And and.. do revision, read and yeah.. read!
Hehe.. check out the poor doll! I gave him a little plastic surgery.. At least it made me smile. :)Anyways, I went to Titiwangsa yesterday for Anugerah Cemerlang. Got certificate and money! Thanks to Yayasan Pendidikan Titiwangsa! :D I went there really weally early because teacher said to reach there by 7.30 am. But our VIP reached really late. It was suppose to start at 8.00 but then.. 10am only start. Our VIP was late. Really late. I told Wens that dude is pure Malaysia because Malaysian are always late! Haha xD Memang pure Malaysian la that fella.
I tried to sneak out to buy some food. I was hungry, ok! Haha.. The first two time kena halau back by some woman in orange. The third time.. I learnt my lesson and and took out my sticker and exit through another door. And success! I was out! Smart lehh ? Haha xD Anyways, the thingy was super boring. Texted 3 people at the same time. Haha xD Don't blame me.. it was boring. Some text me "What ? 100 only ?" Haha xD The 100 is RM100. Yeah lo.. 100 only ?! The performance was.. ok la. A bit boring. Little kids performing ma. Haha xD Last year they had break dancing but this year.. don't have. :( One thing's for sure. Every year sure got Gemilang. The song. Anyways... here are some pictures.
The crowd from high above. I went to toilet because it was boring. Haha xD
See what I mean ? Little kids! Haha..
The two girls leading a choir singing Gemilang. Every year also got..
Wens and me! Our certificates! : DD
Wens, Haznanee and me!
Haznanee, Wens and me! Don't say lame la.. Not enough time to take picture... =DI went home after the thingy and suddenly Wens called me to go back to school to take Biology Paper 2 or I'll get zero. Omg. Wtf. I seriously hate that teacher larh. Already got permission to take next week wat. I never read anything. Never. And I have to go take the paper. My mom fetched me and she was pissed. Very. I hate that teacher and I'm glad we're getting a new Bio teacher. Very glad. I so so hate her. Because of her I had to go back to school to take the stupid test and I had to stay back until 6.30. And because of her I might just fail the test. Sigh. I don't care about bloody Biology Paper 2 now. Now I gotta focus on other Bio paper, Chemistry and Physics. Add Maths is next week. Thank god.
Before leaving I went to kacau Puan Aliza. Hehe.. I love to kacau her. So funny.. haha xD Oh and she gave me a letter! From Astro wan.. proud! Got my name... Show off a bit cancancan ?! A bit only.. haha xD
See ?! Proudnyer.. : DD
Last picture! And I was freaking tired! Still in my uniform since 7 in the morning. So tired that I woke up at 12.30 today. : D These few days I've been pretty bored. So I went blog hopping. Hehe xD I told Celine it was fun. I hop and hop from blog to blog and found people. Right, Ju Yi ? Haha xD Whoa some of ya'll update about IU Day already. Whoa.. I'll update later la. Still early. Prepare first. After exam I'll update. : D So.. no worries.
Tomorrow is Mommy's Day! I made something really weally special for my mommy. I'll show it to ya'll tomorrow. It's my best piece. Ever! Haha xD Gotta go now. Gonna go blog hop. See ya!
Last spotted at
7:51 PM
Thursday, May 8, 2008
Emo, Emo, Emo
Nice anot my stick figure ? No ? Nevermind then. Can't help it especially when I'm freakishly bored. Anyways, exam season is in! *screams* Yeap this week. Exam week. This week and another two weeks. 3 weeks. Gosh.. So far I've only sat for a few papers and I'm already dying. I'm pretty sure I'll be failing a few subject. Sorry to disappoint ya'll and myself, but yeah. I'm failing.
This week made me feel like a loner. I think I am. Always have been. But it's different. This week its.. lonelier than ever. I feel so dead. No life. Everyday I'm watching life goes on and I'm thinking.. where's my life ? Dunno. Some of ya'll might be thinking I'm ultra sensitive but.. if you know what I'm going through you'll be quiet. Cuz I'm pretty sure no one understands this feeling. Oh well, I'm a complicated person. With a complicated mind. My sister came home today feeling pretty upset. That made me wanna cry. I don't know why. It's not exactly my problem but I wanna cry my heart out after watching her. ;'(
Emo-ing this week. Sigh. Must be the exams that's making me this way. Then I hope it ends fast cuz I'm sick of staring at my phone everytime I study. I'll be turning my head to my phone every 5 - 10 minutes. But it's always nothing. Gotta go for now. Tomorrow gotta wake up early. Not to go to school. But to Titiwangsa. At least I get to skip Biology paper. I haven't study and I don't think I want to. I'll be staring at the phone. Again. So long for now peeps. Sorry for the lame post. I wanna update but.. I don't know what to blog about. So goodnight.
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9:40 PM
Sunday, May 4, 2008
Another IU
Yesterday was a super duper tiring day. Damn tiring. I woke up pretty early.. about 7.45 ? My sista la.. kacau only. Haha xD I changed and woke my daddy up so he can send me to Selayang! SMK Selayang Baru in Selayang. Went there to support the Rotaract's Get Smart campaign. Me, my sista and Hui Fern were the first guests from other to school to arrived. Whoa.. Everyone waited for everyone else. So the thingy started quite late. Didn't really pay attention though. Mainly because I was having my continous interview with Kak Ann. Haha. Not bad.. interview also got continous wan.
Oh yeah.. have I mentioned that I wore school uniform to Selayang Baru ? And so I was the only Digi (yellow) there. Haha. Changed to my formal wear in the super duper small toilet. Amazing that I actually managed to change out of my school uniform and into my formal wear. Not bad~ Since we were rushing, we ate our food as quick as possible. No need to chew, swallow. Since we were all rushing anyways. Haha xD
Oh and it rained. And we had to catch a bus at the same time! So imagine boys and girls running to the bus when the bus finally arrived. We were all soaking wet in the bus. Oh and I didn't pay for the bus. Haha xD Nevermind la.. He didn't notice anyway. xP I was falling sleep in the bus but.. must stay awake. Then took a train from Titiwangsa to Hang Tuah station. And again I was almost falling asleep in the train. Sleepy laaaaaaa. Suppose to wake up at 12 not 8 ! Haha xD
Finally we reached VI around 2 ? But we were late. So we missed the opening act and some other stuff which I do not know because I was late. Haha. I think most of you know that VI is a boys' school right ? That means they don't have girls right ? But someone have to be the girl! Well.. someone.. oh wait man a few.. yeap they became girls for a day. Haha xD It was hilarious. One thing is for sure, 'it' can bounce well. Very well. Hahahahaha xD
Overall the performance was okay. Very entertaining. I think I was kinda lost during some of the performance. But the backdrop was nice. Clash of Time. : D The souvenir was pretty nice too. But I didn't get booklet. D : Oh well. Nevermind. Luckily my mom came to the school to fetch me. Too tired. And I reached home, at last! Phew~ A pretty busy day, eh ? So.. that means I didn't have time to study yesterday. And that means.. tomorrow boleh mati. Right ? Somore tomorrow is BM paper. I've never read Bukit Kepong before and I'm not planning to anytime now. Can die or not ? Anyways, I didn't really take picture. Camera wasn't with me and I wasn't in the mood. But hey, at least I have one picture right ? It's up there. And it's me looking like a.. nevermind. Gotta go now. See ya~
Last spotted at
7:14 PM
Friday, May 2, 2008
Heart-to-Heart
Sorry for not updating my blog. If you're gonna ask me to update I'll probably update something emo. So, now I'm updating. Not so emo, I hope. And if you wanna know, there's no changes in the problem I'm currently having. Apparently, there ain't gonna be any changes for a while. And it's my fault, not ? Not being negative here but it is the truth. The sad truth.
Had a heart to heart talk with my friends. A talk where everyone spilled the beans. Discovering new secrets, you may say. But it's a side that you never know about a person. All truth and all real feelings. Not fake, not a waste of time and not stupid. It's not fake because it was all real. It was not a waste of time because now everyone knows how others feel and they will not be stupid to do things that will hurt others. Though I wished someone would joined our talk. But what can I do if she refuses ? Leave, probably. Yeap, maybe that's what I should've done. Oh whatever. What's the point of thinking about the past ? We should look forward to a better future. And that's why History is a boring subject which probably won't help us much. Oh and it's a good bedtime story.
I'm give up trying to say what I wanna say. Mainly because no one will understand. And it'll probably be pointless for others. So I give up trying to voice out. What's the point when no one cares ? No point at all. Sigh. And it's between me and her. I understand that others are trying to help out but don't. No offense but I don't want things to get worse. And all along, it's between me and her. No one else. Don't make it a big deal. It's just the two of us. Absolutely no one else.
I'm gonna try to stay happy though it's the hardest thing to do right now. Also because when I'm sad I wished for unpleasant things. And it's very unpleasant. Even I won't like it. But hey, when your sad all the evil in the world gather up in you. And you'll have to let it go. When you let it go, you'll be the evil one. Oh, have I mentioned mid terms is next week ? Yes, it is. And you know what. I am so failing. I've been planning to study but too many distractions. If I fail.. wait.. I will fail. In fact, I'm kinda prepared to fail. How can you study when there's too many traffic going on in your head ? And the worst part is, I can't seem to stop traffic.
And I finally changed the song in my blog. I've changed it to Take a Bow by Rihanna. Listen to it. My post ends here.
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3:58 PM
